Bible? i don't beleave, should i, heres what i think?

what if jesus wanted onething. and before he died he told that someone to p his word, that someone did but he added some of his own words, so how do u know whats tru and not look all over the world churchs do bad things like cults . think about it there simler if u don,t go to church some from one say join us at one of our sestions or they come knocking at ur door tell u about their meetins and try to get u to come and beleave. just live life i think thas what he,she,it,whatever put ue here wants just LIVE LIFE